Sunday, August 21, 2011

Ernest Thoen, Photographer

Ernest Thoen, Photographer
(June 10,1946 –June 2, 2011)
“Guru death I do thank you for inspiring me to sing these blues.”
                                             -Allen Ginsberg, Father Death Blues

Ernest Thoen was a gifted artist and photographer. He possessed the soul of a poet and not unlike the poets he photographed, he was able to capture the simultaneous particulars of a moment, draw them together in balance,to thus harmoiously reveal the essence of his subject. He was a true bohemian, fearless. He ignored the vomit that stained an empty stage front chair at Patti Smith's gig at Boston's Jazz Workshop for the perfect shot. There she is - transcendent, messianic, as she is transported, eyes closed, hand grasping the mic, boney arm powerfuly draped across her chest, on the back of a crow en-route to Birdland. It was her first tour outside The New York Metropolitan area having just played Nanuet's Red Rail a few nights before. She was ready. So was Ernest. He got it. No other picture from this seminal period of her career crystallizes all she was then or was meant to be – a shaman. When he photographed Allen Ginsberg at the 1972 Republican Convention in Miami, Florida he captured every aspect of Allen's being - the mystic inheritor of William Blake's vision, the writer, the activist. How? He got him in action, protesting, on the street - full of righteous anger and love, pen clipped in his Vajra (Tibetan Buddhism) tee shirt surrounded by the wrestless youth of America en masse. That was Allen.  Ernest was always on the frontlines.

Photos (c) 1972, 1975 The Estate of Ernest Thoen
It was at the October Nyack (NY) Street Fair in 2010 where I first encountered these magnificant portraits. I was quickly stopped in my tracks and taken from the milling crowd that surrounded me. I was blown away. In the swirl of the colors of that day those black and white photos stopped my mind the way only a Holy Man can. Short on cash, I bargained with Ernest. It was in that bargaining that a friendship opened up as we talked about the Beats, poetry, the youthful rebellion of the 60's and 70's. We were kindred spirits. I knew it, I'm certain Ernest knew it too. Why had we not known each other sooner? Why had our paths seemingly been travelling at a trajectory from one another? We will never find out. It was Ernest who, that day, shook me from the stalemate I was experiencing with my own creativity. He made me remember who I was when I was called upon to be an artist, where the spark was lit, who lit it and why. I experienced a rush of energy, a sense of recognition. With Ernest's photos, it as if someone had been there to retireve sacred scenes I had had only imagined or read about. I pondered where I'd put Ernest's photo (he suggested the kitchen) and as our first conversation ebbed, I knew it would be in my shrine room. Ernest beamed at the prospect as we bid farewell.

In the days after our intial meeting Ernest and I began sending a series of brief emails to one and other. Ernest was overjoyed at the placement of his picures and expressed an interest in coming over to photograph them. I was more than happy to accommodate his request for the choice of location seemed natural as both Patti Smith and Allen Ginsberg saught to expand human consciousness by navigating the deeper terrain of the spirit. They fit in quite well among the Hindu and Tibetan inconography that adorn my shrine room. As November approached our schedules made it difficult to confirm a date. Unforunately it was not to be. Ernest never got to see the home I gave his art and I feel bad about that. Over an exceptionally brutal East Coast winter we lost touch. I emailed Ernest in late February to let him know I'd be having a one man show in Nyack -“I'll be there!” was his simple, immediate response. And he was. Despite a steady stream of old friends, family and reunions with lost contacts, Ernest's presence made the most impact. He asked probing questions about my work, wanting to know everything I had thought about when I worked. Talking to him (and his lovely wife Jacqueline) I was able to truly articulate parts of my creative process that I had never really considered before. It was revelatory. We spoke at great length of poetry for they were palnning a trip to San Francisco in the Summer. I revelled at the opportunity to give him a compact history of Bolinas, CA (about an hour from SF) and its place as a distaff community in Modern American Poetry. Ernest was thrilled that such a place existed. The Poet's Corner as he would refer to it in a future (and last) email.

Several days later Ernest wrote me to tell me he was ill. It didn't sound good, yet he seemed optimistic. He wrote again and was more specific with his condition -Lymphoma. I was heartbroken. But Ernest sounded strong, resilient albeit somewhat resigned. He was cancelling some street fairs but still planning his trip to The Poets Corner outside San Francisco. It was the last I'd hear from him. In the weeks that followed there would be no more emails. I feared the worst yet continued praying for him. I seem to have a knack for missing the immediacy of death. It is now August and I have now just seen my dear friend left his body on June 2, 2011. I believe I knew in my heart what had happened for I remember a late Spring morning when the energy shifted during my meditation in the shrine room that houses Ernest's art. The wiring on Ernest's photos snapped a bit like taut guitar strings. I knew. I recognized it. It is always in that place within our hearts we dread to go because it speaks of loss and our helplessness in its finality. And so my dear friend is gone, not even a year  after our first hello. I know it was an honor to have him in my life though it was for way too short a time. But he is still with me. Evertime I look up (like now) and see Patti Smith starkly passionate in another dimesion, every morning when I offer incense to the four directions, theres' Allen Ginsberg marching from the East across the span of time and space into the now. It is there I also see Ernest, successfully navigating a great, distant realm through the magic of his photography.

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